Write the speech first and practice it quite a bit. When practicing notice the emotions and maybe write breaks into your speech to allow you to feel.

The last funeral I spoke at I put a joke in and the idea was while the audience had a little laugh I could compose myself and get ready for the emotional close.

By rehearsing it you make it a bit easier but allow yourself to feel and grieve without restraint at some point.

We’re stuck on Edge at work and ublock origin lite or whatever its called works well enough for me and with my behaviours.

There aren’t that many ads to block when most of what I use of the open web at work are Wikipedia and government funded websites.