oh , wow. that , is different.

yeah. i get it. i ask my self sometimes, who am i?

mine is good - but i don’t have any comparison. but, there’s just not enough time, there never is, and it is expensive. i used to go a lot more regular when i was able to easily afford it. but autism burnout. early oct i quit. i’m not sure i can do that ever again. no one understands. its so hard.

i did this today. then I got the ‘do we have another appointment booked’ - ah whoops, times up, i don’t. which means it’s a long wait till the next one - doh. i needed more inputs to make it to the next appointment! Christmas is going to be challenging.