sudo rm -rf that shit into my stomach.

Ahhhh I hate that. It sucks because I get the sense that if the kid isn’t a still quiet angel choir boy his parents are gonna want to label him everything under the sun.

I heard my Mom and my brother’s baby mama talking about the possibility of my nephew being ADHD already. Baby Mama said he’s too wild and exploratory. She thinks it’s probably ADHD. He’s nine months old.

I feel like this person needs a portable bidet more than food advice.

What is it then if you get the same stare without saying anything at all?

The aggressor. Have you never been in a situation where you’re walking down a street and lock eyes with someone and they yell back ‘the fuck you looking at?’ Staring can be so much more than nothing. We’ve spent all our evolution as a species adding meaning to different looks and stares.

The eyes convey so much emotion. You can look at somebody and tell exactly how they’re feeling just by looking at their eyes. That’s the problem with the Gen z stare. There’s nothing behind it. It’s startling when you receive it. My immediate reaction to it is usually ‘is there something wrong here?’ Then to attach a judgment like you’re stupid to it by the person doing it is off-putting.

Maybe it’s a culture thing then. I grew up in a city where I was told if you look at someone the wrong way they’ll beat your ass. I’ve seen it first hand too. You get the wrong person at the wrong time, staring can lead to a fight.

What is it then?

I’m also an early 90s baby. It used to be you’d say something back when you caught someone staring at you. Like hey take a picture it’ll last longer. Then the one staring would snap out of the moment, crack a joke back, and be done with it. Now it’s that moment going on too long and the person engaging the stare doesn’t even acknowledge it afterwards. My brother’s girlfriend does it all the time. The other day I’m getting ready to leave and opened my door to go to the bathroom and the girl stopped what she was doing to glare at me. No hello, no good morning, no thought behind those eyes. Just nothing. I put my hands up like I got arrested and she snapped back to what she was doing without acknowledging my existence.

It’s almost as if nobody told them staring is rude. It’s weird. It sucks.

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Go to a midday matinee during the week if you can. Like a 12pm showing. There’s usually only a few people at those and you get the whole room to yourself.

Just saw Project Hail Mary at a 1230pm Friday showing. There was only 6 people in the whole room. At that point you go sit wherever you want.

Why the hold up on unrestricted thoughts? Are you afraid someone will see it? Journals are as private as you make them. If the only person seeing it is you, let it flow. If you really feel ashamed of something you wrote you can always rip the page out.

If you’re afraid of what you’ll write then look at it like this. It’s better to get thoughts out than let them linger. Treat your brain as a refrigerator. You try to keep it full of fresh food. If something lingers for too long it gets moldy and disgusting and the fridge starts to smell. Whatever is rotten, you throw it out.

1. The most effective form of asmr is hand movements. Just wave your hands in my face and I’ll fall asleep.

2. Spring is now the worst season. It used to be a happy transitional time of year to warmer weather. Now it’s just a spitting depressive get the fuck on with this weather pattern type of deal. There’s no fun to be had in this bipolar weather pattern. Fall is still the best.

3. We should be in open rebellion against this US Regime. Like full scale battles in the street, dead politicians, hangings, and executions. The Epstein class is the worst bourgeoisie collection of human beings I’ll ever know of in my life. The horrible pedo stuff is just the tip of the iceberg. They’ve negatively influenced and regulated the worst aspects of humanity into norms. But nahh. We get WW3 and nuclear winter after trying to wipe out the Middle East for the umpteenth time.

Bonus 4th. Bring back faggot as a slur. Not for LGBTQ+. For the Epstein Class. Bring em all back just for that group actually. I watched a video of Bongino getting harassed and the dude called him a pedo faggot. My soul smiled so bright in that moment. There is an acceptable use of that word and I found it.

Frozen milk from meteorites is unfrozen then pulverized to a cream and then baked with pure potato extract.

Shout out to dach und ich_iel for keeping me very confused and slightly glad I took German in highschool!

-15 Fuck this shit.

Try using it without an account. Ween yourself off it by using a different front end like redlib. It sucks using it that way but it’ll make you want to use it less and less.

The lack of accountability all the way down the chain. I’m not talking about the elites. I’m not talking about organizations and going after the low man on the totem pole. I’m talking about everyday interactions that should lead to consequences not having consequences.